I AM RESTLESS

by The Scarlet Plague

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Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Pablo Cabrera at Quantum Sounds VA. Special thanks to Anthony Niv as well!

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released 11 August 2013

Chris Farrar - vocals
Zaheer Naziri - guitar
Woody Long - guitar
Josh Alber - bass, vocals
Aaron Calkins - drums

Album artwork by Josh Alber

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Track Name: Cold Hearted ft. Anthony Niv (ex-Lakeview)
Deep seated fears become eternal
While the paradise is slipping away
Open my heart to the darkness
Nightmares no longer exist in my mind

OH!
What beautiful chaos
A grand catastrophe
This gift that just keeps on giving
This gift that just keeps on giving

These nightmares relent ever so
Chaotic in mind, body, and spirit
Ice coursing through my veins
Eternal hate flowing through my heart

OH!
What beautiful chaos
A grand catastrophe
This gift never stops giving
This gift never stops giving
Can you tell from the look in my eyes?
These nightmares have consumed me
Ashes to ashes from silence to silence

Over and over
Ashes to ashes
Over and over
Consumed by shadow

What beautiful chaos
A grand catastrophe
This gift never stops giving
This gift never stops giving
Can you tell from the look in my eyes?
These nightmares have consumed me
Ashes to ashes from silence to silence
Track Name: Legion
You left us here to be swallowed by the flames
But Malphas has found you and dragged you down
Now it is your turn to burn

We are the soldiers of hell
We are the Legion of Malphas
Waiting to take your souls
Waiting to burn your life away

We are not the ones who ran
We did not attempt to escape our fate
No matter where you hide, we will find you
For we are many

There is no running from us, you will never see us coming
You will never hear us but you will feel the flame scorch your flesh
We will burn you and you will choke on your own ashes

We are the soldiers of hell
We are the Legion of Malphas
Waiting to take your souls
Waiting to burn your life away

You will die
But after death, we will have you until the end of time
Never said that you'd be saved. We will drag you down

Faith cannot save you, god isn’t here today, so where’s your fucking bible now
Pages burn faster than flesh, the fire will consume you
Track Name: (RE)VENGE(ANCE)
I will not be barred with fear from my mistakes in my own past
You give me the fire inside my stomach to push through the pain
I will not be barred with fear from my mistakes in my own past
I will burn this city down and set you all a flame

Useless and you would fucking lie to me
Useless and you’re the only one who’s sane?
NO

You are the reason that I cannot sleep
I will kill you; that promise I’ll keep
For all the bullshit that you did to me
I’ll watch your eyes as your life fades away

I will not suffer solo; I will not bleed alone
You cannot make me bow down, I wont obey the throne
You’ve got my blood on your hands, it’s time to walk this way
You’ve got my blood on your hands, it’s time for fucking Revengeance

You are the reason that I cannot sleep
I will kill you that promise I’ll keep
For all the bullshit that you did to me
I’ll watch your eyes as your life fades away

This is my Revengeance, this is my Revenge
This is my Revengeance, this is my Revenge

1,2,3... Fucking Move! OH!
Send it around, Now say it to my face
What can’t I take?

And now you fucking lied to, you fucking lied to me
I cannot watch, you’re drowning
I cannot watch it’s red, red, red

Now can I have everybody run from me
My lust for blood is fucking, It’s fucking animal
I am the monster from your god damn nightmares
I am the ultimate beast, and you are going bleed
Track Name: Restless
Cold and disheartened, silent she screams. The cold grips of death
Cancer again. It takes the body, it take the mind
It takes my sanity it’s not kind

How could you take her from me she did not deserve to die
She was just 49 and now the tears roll down my eyes
I don't know how long it will take for me to be ok
But I will get through this just like I always do

Why have you taken her from me?
I know not what to do anymore
Sleep still eludes me, and I cannot find the right words to say

I don't know who to call or where to turn to, nowhere feels like home anymore (I cannot sleep)
I cannot sleep at night without pills and I don't like that feeling (I cannot dream)
I cant hear you anymore, I cant feel you and that scares me so (I cannot sleep)
I am a vessel lost at sea (I cannot dream)

(Why)

No, come back to me
You are the one who’s silent screams haunt my dreams
I cannot sleep, I cannot sleep at night with these restless eyes
Though I bend under the pressure, just know this one fucking thing
I will not, I will not break
I will not, I will not break

I know I will not sleep tonight but I know I’m not the only one
Who will not dream for the months to come
I know it’s hard trust me, I’ve been through this shit too
Take my hand we can make it through these nights of restlessness
Trust me you’re not alone

Why have you taken her from me?
I know not what to do anymore
Sleep still eludes me, and I cannot find the right words to say

Oh! I am not alone,
I am Restless
Track Name: Trenches
When you’re in the trenches all you want is to find your way out
I’m drowning in my blood, I’m dying in these trenches, I’m dying in these trenches
Please save me, No

Who knew it would take death to put my life in perspective
This hollow hole will be my grave I rest here with my brothers
Trying to survive is pointless just die, just fucking die

Livin' in the trenches all my life, I'm getting out

I swim in this red sea I’ll keep on fighting till there’s nothing left of me
My wounds bleed through I know it’s the end, but I refuse to kneel
I’m drowning in my blood I’m dying in these trenches

Who knew it would take death to put my life in perspective
This hollow hole will be my grave I rest here with my brothers
Trying to survive is pointless just die, just fucking die

Trenches are what separate you from me, I know I will never be free
Blood runs through these trenches like the blood in my veins
This will be my grave
This is my final resting place, This is where I sleep forever

I lay in the mud caked in blood
Dig me a trench and lay me in
This is my debt for all my sins
Lower me down in the abyss
Allow me to feel death’s sweet kiss
There is nothing left to miss
No
Nothing left to miss
Track Name: Apocalypse Now
The disease has infected the world you thought you found a cure but you only made a monster

Now that the dead walk the earth, the living are excused from life
Everything you love has died and you’re next
I call out to god please save us, but there is no reply

God has died

You are alive but not for long, you’ll see your family on the other side
You will see them soon so wait for death, its sweet embrace will feel you now
The walking dead will consume you

They’re pounding on the door and it strikes fear in our souls
I knew this day would come but you wouldn't listen, we will not survive

Now that the dead walk the earth, the living are excused from life
Everything you love has died and you’re fucking next
I call out to god please save us, but there is no fucking reply

This endless sea of flesh has come to feed
There is, there is, there is no time to run
Their screams of hunger fill me with fear
There are, there are, there are not enough bullets to kill them all

They’re running up the stairs and it’s nearing the end
I knew that I would die but not like this
I will not survive, I have one bullet left, I saved it for myself